Tuesday, July 25, 2017

Because of you

Because of you I have found love when all I did was hate....
Because of you I am able to see the things that I was blind to....
Because of you I was able to grow up at a time when all I wanted was to be a child...
Because of you I know there is a calm to my storm...
Because of you I know working hard pays off.

I love you and I wanted to say thank you for sticking by me even when I lose my mind. I slip away and feel so lost at times. It's nice to be able to roll over and find you at my side. I gave you hell and I know I still do ,and I'm sorry sometimes I get overwhelmed with life and forget to breath. I'm sorry I hurt your feelings, I'm sorry I'm mean to you, I'm sorry that I snap on what appears to be nothing. Thank you honey-bunny, my baby, my love, my pooter!!!

Monday, July 10, 2017

Ask Me Again

The truth is I don't know and I don't think I ever have. It's a big mixture of things that kinda just hit you all at once. It's an anchor that holds you in one place, a warm feeling that takes over your whole body, a goofy look you just can't whip off your face.
Being with you became the best part of my day. You have always been the last person on my mind and the first person on my mind. It's almost scary ,but I'd do anything for you, making sure your ok, and what you need became a priority. I want everyone to know how much I love and can't breath without you. Your flaws aren't imperfections yet things that made you human. Do I dare bring up the fact that I've been dreaming for years about our daughter (Lilly) and watching you two swim while I rock our other child. You became my best friend and I became a smarter, better person because of you. On our worst days I couldn't stomach the idea of losing you. Ask Me again why I love you, ask me again why I'm with you, ask me again... on a different day, on another hour I'd tell you something different or something even new. So Ask Me!